quarta-feira, 26 de janeiro de 2011

stay with me.

U walk away.
I'm always so fucking alone.
I've no one when the night comes.
No one wants to see me.
No one wants to her me cry.
No one wants to call me.
No one wants to know if I still live.
I have no one.
I never had someone in my life
Are maybe only one person interesting to know if I am still here?
Perhaps its my destiny.
To die alone ,
with my loneliness.
Only one.
Only one person in this fucking world.
Can survive my life.
Please be there I need you so much.
Fuck.

quinta-feira, 13 de janeiro de 2011

higher.


I'm getting so high.
Much higher, than u've ever been.
I'm trying to get higher.
Higher than myself.
Has been last time.
When I get fucked so well.
I wanna go dance,
so high,higher than urself.
I want to get fucked by you.
So higher ,so wild.
That u'll never forget.
My lovely little ass.

quinta-feira, 6 de janeiro de 2011

bittersweet funeral.




Fantastically lovely
Unfair to me.
Correct but wrong.
K-holes in my veins.






FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!
I miss u now than never.
Why
why
I mean
why why whywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhwywhwyhwywhywhwywhwywhwywhwywyhwhwywhwhywhwhwhwywywhywyhwyhwywywhwywhwywwywhwy
U DON'T FUCK LOVE ME?
and
who who who the hell AM I?
please help me help help help help help help
I mean help to find my V.E.I.N.S
because MY STUPID HEART IS GONE
You took at the day you leave my home.
AND I AM DYING IN LOVE
DON'T TAKE THE BLAME.
I'am KILLING MYSELF ALONE.
thanks for help , but this I can do it aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaall
ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
Alone!
Darling ,prepare my grave.
Wake the zombies.
I'm finally coming.
Countdown...3,2,1.

quarta-feira, 22 de dezembro de 2010

heroin chic.







I'm getting,
getting,
addicted.
To you.
I'm getting,
getting,
exciting.
To meet you again.
I'm so in love,
so in love.
With your action.
I'm having a reaction.
I'm loving that,
affection.
Be with me all night.
Love me today,
so hard.
Sing me please,
a lullaby.
Tell me fables.
About me and they.
Lovely bones.
Bleeding in the day.
That I need you again.
And with your,
ferociuos power,
you came into my veins.
And than my heart sank.
I'm so addicted to you.
Oh, my lovely honeymoon.
In the day,
that I killled you.

terça-feira, 21 de dezembro de 2010

I'm here.


And I'll still stay here.
Into the night and the day.
Before and after you left me.
I'll still go my way.
And hope you'll be happy.
I'll be still dancing.
I'll be sinking.
Like a little little paper boat.
I'll be here all the time.
It's ok.
But I'll always need you around.

Obsession.


My heart is full of loneliness.
I lost my mind.
I don't know where to go.
Where is my home?
Who am I?
Between mania and melancholia.
My dear,
sex hurts my soul,
you let me down,
And left me,
now that I'm sinking,
I wanna dance,
and be lovely.
I don't believe in anybody.
I'm getting deep into a k-hole.
And you never been by my side.
Fuck problems.
Fuck you.
I'm obsessed with sex.
And I need love.
But I don't know what it is,
or at least how to find it.
And now I'm so deep.
Sinking,
sinking.
And what remains?
Is only loneliness.

sábado, 11 de dezembro de 2010

lovelovelove


Love, why u don't take me?
It's my time now.
I'm ready.
Wanna be loved,just once.
I lost him ,to be with you.
Oh love,
fuck love.
Stupid love.
You should be mine!