heroin chic.

I'm getting,

getting,

addicted.

To you.

I'm getting,

getting,

exciting.

To meet you again.

I'm so in love,

so in love.

With your action.

I'm having a reaction.

I'm loving that,

affection.

Be with me all night.

Love me today,

so hard.

Sing me please,

a lullaby.

Tell me fables.

About me and they.

Lovely bones.

Bleeding in the day.

That I need you again.

And with your,

ferociuos power,

you came into my veins.

And than my heart sank.

I'm so addicted to you.

Oh, my lovely honeymoon.

In the day,

that I killled you.

I'm here.

And I'll still stay here.

Into the night and the day.

Before and after you left me.

I'll still go my way.

And hope you'll be happy.

I'll be still dancing.

I'll be sinking.

Like a little little paper boat.

I'll be here all the time.

It's ok.

But I'll always need you around.

Obsession.

My heart is full of loneliness.
I lost my mind.
I don't know where to go.
Where is my home?
Who am I?
Between mania and melancholia.
My dear,
sex hurts my soul,
you let me down,
And left me,
now that I'm sinking,
I wanna dance,
and be lovely.
I don't believe in anybody.
I'm getting deep into a k-hole.
And you never been by my side.
Fuck problems.
Fuck you.
I'm obsessed with sex.
And I need love.
But I don't know what it is,
or at least how to find it.
And now I'm so deep.
Sinking,
sinking.
And what remains?
Is only loneliness.

lovelovelove

Love, why u don't take me?

It's my time now.

I'm ready.

Wanna be loved,just once.

I lost him ,to be with you.

Oh love,

fuck love.

Stupid love.

You should be mine!

let's go back to dad.

No.

no,no,no

I can't do that.

Because he is dead.

Promises would be better.

You've done.

Did you really leave me?

Make mama stop crying

She's losing her mind.

because ,I need you around.

I always needed you.

But you left me too early.

I never saw your face again.

You're what you think /do you really know me?

I miss a special person,now and i'll miss him everyday of my fucking life.

I love to sleep.

I watch daily porno.

I'm someone different since last years.

I'm a really smart person if really know me.

I know you don't know me.

I know how to manipulate,you.

I know ,you don't know this.

I'm paranoid.

I love the rain.

I need so much money,now.

I'm usually pessimist.

I'm bipolar.

I've a talent,that you don't know ...only him.

I feel always that i'm alone ,even with my friends.

I was born alone, I'll die alone.

I know it,maybe you just know it now.

I feel really fast in love.

I also manipulate men.

I actually want that they really love me, and not that they only need me for satisfaction.

I know it never works.

I know they never feel in love, and in the end I also hate them and just want sex.

I know I only love one of this boys.

I know he also feels in love with me.

I know that he's scared about all, what I've done, what I'am.
I tried to change ,but

I know people can't change, but they can try.

I really tried to change.

I promised to change ,but he never comes back,so

I gived up.

I still know I'll and I could change for him.

I wait for him,but its also doesn't work.

I love to be a drama queen.

I'm selfish

I'm also in love with me ,fuck off.

I know nobody is in love with me ,except him and my mom.

I think to kill myself ,

I tried, but even this doesn't work. fuck

I already ran away from home ,since two years.

I never come back.

I always have the worst advice ever.

I hate to be in the dark alone,and

I also hate to sleep alone in the dark.

I usually hate to sleep alone.

I know some people see me as an example.

A good one? maybe I don't know.

whatever.

You don't know me ,you don't have A FUCKING IDEA who I'am.

because I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHO I AM!

Fuck you, you and you and everybody.

What you think,

and what you do.

The only thing that I want is to be happy.

And life my life in peace.

Then.

Fuck you again.

Because,

You are what you think,

and now at days.

You just think shit,

like me.

blowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.

you blow,blow,blow my mind.

and I blow blow blow u a job.

fuck.fuck.fuck.fuck

we deserve each other.

because.

we are both in the the same bullshit.

we are both the same shit.

fuck.