heroin chic.

I'm getting,

getting,

addicted.

To you.

I'm getting,

getting,

exciting.

To meet you again.

I'm so in love,

so in love.

With your action.

I'm having a reaction.

I'm loving that,

affection.

Be with me all night.

Love me today,

so hard.

Sing me please,

a lullaby.

Tell me fables.

About me and they.

Lovely bones.

Bleeding in the day.

That I need you again.

And with your,

ferociuos power,

you came into my veins.

And than my heart sank.

I'm so addicted to you.

Oh, my lovely honeymoon.

In the day,

that I killled you.

I'm here.

And I'll still stay here.

Into the night and the day.

Before and after you left me.

I'll still go my way.

And hope you'll be happy.

I'll be still dancing.

I'll be sinking.

Like a little little paper boat.

I'll be here all the time.

It's ok.

But I'll always need you around.

Obsession.

My heart is full of loneliness.
I lost my mind.
I don't know where to go.
Where is my home?
Who am I?
Between mania and melancholia.
My dear,
sex hurts my soul,
you let me down,
And left me,
now that I'm sinking,
I wanna dance,
and be lovely.
I don't believe in anybody.
I'm getting deep into a k-hole.
And you never been by my side.
Fuck problems.
Fuck you.
I'm obsessed with sex.
And I need love.
But I don't know what it is,
or at least how to find it.
And now I'm so deep.
Sinking,
sinking.
And what remains?
Is only loneliness.

lovelovelove

Love, why u don't take me?

It's my time now.

I'm ready.

Wanna be loved,just once.

I lost him ,to be with you.

Oh love,

fuck love.

Stupid love.

You should be mine!

let's go back to dad.

No.

no,no,no

I can't do that.

Because he is dead.

Promises would be better.

You've done.

Did you really leave me?

Make mama stop crying

She's losing her mind.

because ,I need you around.

I always needed you.

But you left me too early.

I never saw your face again.

You're what you think /do you really know me?

I miss a special person,now and i'll miss him everyday of my fucking life.

I love to sleep.

I watch daily porno.

I'm someone different since last years.

I'm a really smart person if really know me.

I know you don't know me.

I know how to manipulate,you.

I know ,you don't know this.

I'm paranoid.

I love the rain.

I need so much money,now.

I'm usually pessimist.

I'm bipolar.

I've a talent,that you don't know ...only him.

I feel always that i'm alone ,even with my friends.

I was born alone, I'll die alone.

I know it,maybe you just know it now.

I feel really fast in love.

I also manipulate men.

I actually want that they really love me, and not that they only need me for satisfaction.

I know it never works.

I know they never feel in love, and in the end I also hate them and just want sex.

I know I only love one of this boys.

I know he also feels in love with me.

I know that he's scared about all, what I've done, what I'am.
I tried to change ,but

I know people can't change, but they can try.

I really tried to change.

I promised to change ,but he never comes back,so

I gived up.

I still know I'll and I could change for him.

I wait for him,but its also doesn't work.

I love to be a drama queen.

I'm selfish

I'm also in love with me ,fuck off.

I know nobody is in love with me ,except him and my mom.

I think to kill myself ,

I tried, but even this doesn't work. fuck

I already ran away from home ,since two years.

I never come back.

I always have the worst advice ever.

I hate to be in the dark alone,and

I also hate to sleep alone in the dark.

I usually hate to sleep alone.

I know some people see me as an example.

A good one? maybe I don't know.

whatever.

You don't know me ,you don't have A FUCKING IDEA who I'am.

because I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHO I AM!

Fuck you, you and you and everybody.

What you think,

and what you do.

The only thing that I want is to be happy.

And life my life in peace.

Then.

Fuck you again.

Because,

You are what you think,

and now at days.

You just think shit,

like me.

blowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.

you blow,blow,blow my mind.

and I blow blow blow u a job.

fuck.fuck.fuck.fuck

we deserve each other.

because.

we are both in the the same bullshit.

we are both the same shit.

fuck.

a chemical love story.

fuck me today.

love me tonight.

our fucking,

chemical love story.

Is killing us,

allright??!!

in my bed.

You and me.

A lot of fun,

Speed sex.

Sex with speed.

Unsafe sex.

Tausend of orgasms.

Making me moaning.

Making me come.

Lovely body.

Great arms,a fuckin cock.

You suck me until I bleed.

A fuckin damn ass ,two little boobs.

Minutes later,you come

Something drips outside of me.

Its warm,

I feel loved.

For one second.

And ill do it all over again.

Holy Virgin

She's so innocent.

Do u want to show her,

the power of your powder.

Fucking her so hardly.

Like only you can do.

Make a bomb.

m,d,m,a

She's getting crazy with you.

Hands made by the angels,

u'll love her touch.

And a poisonous mouth.

Like devil's apple.

she'll drive u crazy.

a tight,tight so tight little thing,

between her legs make u love it.

Fantasies ll come true.

Hallucinations and effects of the magic thing.

Hallucinating orgasm.

Skin to skin.

with a immaculate angel of naughtiness.

Sex,love,pain and food.

Someday,

someday

I'll be able to love.

And you to not only fuck me.

Suck my pussy,

eat my pussy.

But don't love me.

You'll never feel my heart.

You just want to hurt me.

And you still know.

I'm wasted.

Whatever,

you never deserve

that I stop it.

You never loved me.

And i' still didn't eat for you.

Maybe I can look lovely.

And someday,

someday.

I look good.

And someday,

someday.

I'll be able,

to being eaten by you.

my technoroll is making me forget about our love.

Tke darkness is so close.

I'm not able to write about love

But i don't care.

fucking words.

In a fuckin place

Makes so cofused

You make me confused.

Every words you said.

Making me so high.

No idea what was talking about .

I just know that the darkess is making me confused.

Like us about our lifes.

I'm hungry for life.

I'm hungry for all this strange things.

I'm hungry for your love.

And my words

Are making you so confused.

Like me.

And what I am talking is bullshit

Its just confused.

Like you.

don't hurt me.

Don't hurt me

hurt me

hurt me.

Please leave me alone

Or be with me tonight.

Just,

don't hurt me anymore.

My wonderful world.

In a world of candy floss.

And giant carousels.

She is living there.

And dreaming her dream endless.

No pain,

no hurt again.

The little girl is not dead.

She's living.

She's still living.

She will live in your heart.

Her soul will always live dreaming about the dreams she dreamed,

when she lived.

And now the dreams that she dreamed came true.

She is living her dream.

Because he dreams never die.

She dies ,but her dreams are forever,

like diamonds.

But sweeter.

An eternal lullaby,

is she hearing.

And seeing incredible things,

that you can't imagine.

She is.

In your side.

Like a guardian angel,

she will take care of you.

And safe your dreams from the evil monsters.

She living now in a new universe.

A new miraculous place.

Santificted.

Splendid.

Peaceful.

Holy place

That we can't go now.

But we will know someday.

Everyone.

She is in very blessed new sweet home .

Living in her own,

wonderful world.

.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vjncyiuwwXQ

When she cries, she cries to die.

She was alone,

she is still alone.

Can somebody hear she crying?

Or maybe just laugh about her face,

or is thinking about her feelings?

Is someone in this fucking world,

able to love her?

To help her?

To hug her until the day she die?

Is someone able to go with her through the storm?

And throught the sky?

She is waiting that the thunders go away.

She wants to hear the birds singing again,

and wants to see over the rainbow a gold safe.

To safe her from herself.

That can take her away.

From this world.

People die.

People are hurting each other.

And she...

She is still waiting for you.

She will be always waiting for you.
But please, I beg you to come over soon.
The little girl is dissapearing slowly.

Mr.K.

Can you take me home?
Since me met each other.
My heart beats
So fast
So fast
Like speed.
So much speed.
I need you now.
So much.
So much
I need your love.
Please love me.
People never change.
But they can try.
Take me in your arms.
Help me please.
I plead for.
I plead for.
Please take me away.
Take me home again.
Where we should stay.
At the start.
Please love ,love me
Like I loved you
opon a time.
And I'll love you again.
If you stay.
At home with me tonight.
Don't leave me.
Fuck
Just.
Just.
don't leave me.
Alone.
In this cold days.
The wind is grey.
The sky is black
The trees are crying.
And my heart is of glass.
Is frail.
So frail.
Lonely ,so lonely
I'm so lonely.
I just need love.
To be loved.
Once.
Don't break my heart in one million peaces.
Don't leave me freezing there.
Again.
No doubt.
Please love me .
Or leave me forever.
I don't wanna cry anymore.
And.
Until the day I die,
i'll be in love,
with us.
But ,
you,
You will never love me back.
You will never answer my questions.
You will never take me home.
You will always be my heartbreaker.
And in this cold days.
With a grey wind ,a black sky and trees crying
You will leave me freezing.
Outside.
And I will never be doubtful again.
Because you will make your choice.
You'll never love me.
You'll leave me.
Forever.
You're afraid to love me back.
I know.
I always knew.
And until the day we die.
We'll never see us again.
Perhaps in another reincarnation.
We'll be in love again.
So.
Please,
make the right choice.
In this life.


...,me.

moon phases.

Like the moon in the spring.

Or the sun in the summer.

I'am changing.

I'll never get back to the start.

Of the end.

Where we begann.

I'll never be back.

I'll never come back.

I'll never me the old me.

I'll fly away to another space.

I'll never come back

Never come back.

I am like the moon.

Always alone.

She was in love with the sun.

But god decides when he created our planet.

That the sun 'll shine in the day

And the moon at the night.

They've been separed for years ,decades, centuries.

The moon begann to get sad ,so sad

Thats why god decides to create the stars.

Now the moon isn't alone and sometimes with a eclipse she can meet her biggest lover.

The sun.

No love is impossible ,that's what god told me.

ne me quitte pas.

Im so lonely
I need love.
But I cant find someone to love me.
Ne me quitte pas.
You don't have to be all night,
and day with me.
But be there when I need love.
Love
love
is all I need now.

intimate hours.

I'm just a innoncent.

An angel in paradise.

Of immaculate,

magic

powder oh I'll make you die.

Do you want to kill yourself?

And be mine forever.

Have some intimate hours with me.

And scream,

Lovely dream.

Its to be with you all the night.

But better than see you sleeping.

In my side

Is to see you die.

Because of my love.

Come in my bathtub

come in my bathtub babe.

You're doing it fantastic

Come

come

come

and die die die.

Sorry for drown you.

In this cold water.

Now your blood is mixing with my body

and my tears.

but I love everything in you,

until your blood tastes like sugar.

And also your sperm.

Lais so demented

I see rainbows in black and white.

Carousels in every color.

I see the world in another dimension.

blow

blow blow your mind.

Explode your cells

Be mine

my my my valentine

The flowers smells like shit

and the sky is dark all night.
I'm talking about our stupid stupid love.

so

blow blow blow your fucking mind.

And leave

leave

leave

the rest of this insanity,

just for tonight!

conspiracy against mary jane.

I give my soul ,my mind, my heart.
To u.
Only for you
You can abuse me , you can destroy my cells.
You can play with me
Mary
Mary
Mary
I'll fuck you heart,soul and mind
Like you did to me.
Jane
Jane
Jane
I'll kill your children
Fuck fuck fuck your identity.
That's all about my ideology.
Oh we all love and want to live in a utopian world.
So let's play with us.
But jane,
my little lovely mary jane ,
you know ,
we all,
hate you!

Delirium

I wanna fuck you,
but I know you don't hate me.
now I know you don't wanna see me cry.
Once upon a time,
I had a heart.
You stole it.
And never gave me back.
I'm freezing.
It's so cold here without u,
in my bed.
I don't want get mad.
My delirium is you.
My drugs're only to cover my sadness.
Are only to get away from my reality.
That you are not my sunshine.
Maybe u'll never be.
But i'll be aways with you.
I'll aways there when you want to cry.
When you want to say
Life is a killer.
I'll be aways there when you need someone to love,
to talk,
to fuck.
I'll be aways your delirium.
You'll never go away from me.
Because i'm your heroine.
You only hope,
your dope.
You know it,
and I
I'll be aways fuckin in love
with you.

Nostalgia and sadness.

I'm so sad, I can't cry anymore.
You little friend.
With you I learned how to write.
Whe laughed together learning the a-b-c.
Whe're like little power rangers.
You the black ,
me the pink one.
We shared a lot of experiences.
Now I just have pain
In my little ,little heart.
But I think you don't want to see me sad.
You were happiness
You were my sunshine
You were my little friend.
Who hates to use glasses.
Who always jumped the wall to see me in the school.
You weren't ,you are the best part of my childhood.
I'll always be with you,
in my dreams.
Back to my childhood.
Happy time ,that I had with you.
On my own.
Since u're gone
I'm only sadness,
but someday i'll see you again .
I'll be only happiness.
I can't turn back time,
and see you again.
But I can wait to meet you someday.
In another place.
A better place , a peacefull place.
For you and me,my little.
It's not a goodbye.
It's only a see you later.
You're a part of my heart.
Forever,
and
forever...

(in lovely memory of Rodrigo 1992-2010)

neurotic and disturbing

I lost my mind because of you,

your love is making me lunatic

Hallucinations.

Fantastic.

Make me get insane.

Bastard.

Like me.

Your father is crying,

seeing you hurting me.

And my father is crying,

seeing you crying too.

Making me melancholic.

Basta!Basta!

I don't want you anymore.

Go away

Forever.

Its no more steps to go.

Unblessed day,

that I met you in the underground.

You make me so down.

I need more fucking self determination.

To exterminate you,

from my life.

Someday I'll be able to do that.

I'll be tough enough.

To not love you anymore.

To not be neurotic

chaotic

unloved.

release.

disturbing.

But it feels so good to be loved.

Even if it is just for a night and ,

maybe a day.

Not last forever.

You'll never love me.

Never.