neurotic and disturbing

I lost my mind because of you,

your love is making me lunatic

Hallucinations.

Fantastic.

Make me get insane.

Bastard.

Like me.

Your father is crying,

seeing you hurting me.

And my father is crying,

seeing you crying too.

Making me melancholic.

Basta!Basta!

I don't want you anymore.

Go away

Forever.

Its no more steps to go.

Unblessed day,

that I met you in the underground.

You make me so down.

I need more fucking self determination.

To exterminate you,

from my life.

Someday I'll be able to do that.

I'll be tough enough.

To not love you anymore.

To not be neurotic

chaotic

unloved.

release.

disturbing.

But it feels so good to be loved.

Even if it is just for a night and ,

maybe a day.

Not last forever.

You'll never love me.

Never.