quarta-feira, 29 de setembro de 2010

intimate hours.


I'm just a innoncent.
An angel in paradise.
Of immaculate,
magic
powder oh I'll make you die.
Do you want to kill yourself?
And be mine forever.
Have some intimate hours with me.
And scream,
Lovely dream.
Its to be with you all the night.
But better than see you sleeping.
In my side
Is to see you die.
Because of my love.
Come in my bathtub
come in my bathtub babe.
You're doing it fantastic
Come
come
come
and die die die.
Sorry for drown you.
In this cold water.
Now your blood is mixing with my body
and my tears.
but I love everything in you,
until your blood tastes like sugar.
And also your sperm.

sábado, 25 de setembro de 2010

Lais so demented

I see rainbows in black and white.
Carousels in every color.
I see the world in another dimension.
blow
blow blow your mind.
Explode your cells
Be mine
my my my valentine
The flowers smells like shit
and the sky is dark all night.
I'm talking about our stupid stupid love.
so
blow blow blow your fucking mind.
And leave
leave
leave
the rest of this insanity,
just for tonight!

quarta-feira, 22 de setembro de 2010

conspiracy against mary jane.


I give my soul ,my mind, my heart.
To u.
Only for you
You can abuse me , you can destroy my cells.
You can play with me
Mary
Mary
Mary
I'll fuck you heart,soul and mind
Like you did to me.
Jane
Jane
Jane
I'll kill your children
Fuck fuck fuck your identity.
That's all about my ideology.
Oh we all love and want to live in a utopian world.
So let's play with us.
But jane,
my little lovely mary jane ,
you know ,
we all,
hate you!

quinta-feira, 16 de setembro de 2010

Delirium


I wanna fuck you,
but I know you don't hate me.
now I know you don't wanna see me cry.
Once upon a time,
I had a heart.
You stole it.
And never gave me back.
I'm freezing.
It's so cold here without u,
in my bed.
I don't want get mad.
My delirium is you.
My drugs're only to cover my sadness.
Are only to get away from my reality.
That you are not my sunshine.
Maybe u'll never be.
But i'll be aways with you.
I'll aways there when you want to cry.
When you want to say
Life is a killer.
I'll be aways there when you need someone to love,
to talk,
to fuck.
I'll be aways your delirium.
You'll never go away from me.
Because i'm your heroine.
You only hope,
your dope.
You know it,
and I
I'll be aways fuckin in love
with you.

quarta-feira, 8 de setembro de 2010

Nostalgia and sadness.

I'm so sad, I can't cry anymore.
You little friend.
With you I learned how to write.
Whe laughed together learning the a-b-c.
Whe're like little power rangers.
You the black ,
me the pink one.
We shared a lot of experiences.
Now I just have pain
In my little ,little heart.
But I think you don't want to see me sad.
You were happiness
You were my sunshine
You were my little friend.
Who hates to use glasses.
Who always jumped the wall to see me in the school.
You weren't ,you are the best part of my childhood.
I'll always be with you,
in my dreams.
Back to my childhood.
Happy time ,that I had with you.
On my own.
Since u're gone
I'm only sadness,
but someday i'll see you again .
I'll be only happiness.
I can't turn back time,
and see you again.
But I can wait to meet you someday.
In another place.
A better place , a peacefull place.
For you and me,my little.
It's not a goodbye.
It's only a see you later.
You're a part of my heart.
Forever,
and
forever...

(in lovely memory of Rodrigo 1992-2010)

sexta-feira, 3 de setembro de 2010

neurotic and disturbing


























I lost my mind because of you,
your love is making me lunatic
Hallucinations.
Fantastic.
Make me get insane.
Bastard.
Like me.
Your father is crying,
seeing you hurting me.
And my father is crying,
seeing you crying too.
Making me melancholic.
Basta!Basta!
I don't want you anymore.
Go away
Forever.
Its no more steps to go.
Unblessed day,
that I met you in the underground.
You make me so down.
I need more fucking self determination.
To exterminate you,
from my life.
Someday I'll be able to do that.
I'll be tough enough.
To not love you anymore.
To not be neurotic
chaotic
unloved.
release.
disturbing.
But it feels so good to be loved.
Even if it is just for a night and ,
maybe a day.
Not last forever.
You'll never love me.
Never.